December 17, 2009

Ever Wish…

Posted in General, Incoherent Ramblings at 8:01 am by questy

Ever wish there was more to your daily routine than just:
1. Get up
2. Shower
3. Eat
4. Go to work
5. Come home
6. Watch TV
7. Go to bed
8. Repeat

?

I have some responsibilities here at the homestead fir the next few years, but I have every intention of making a change once others are not relying on me for their livelihood.

December 16, 2009

Long Time…

Posted in Family, General, Life at 11:03 pm by questy

It’s been quite awhile since I’ve posted.  Mostly because of the craziness of getting my wife settled into a nursing care facility, taking on the full care of two teen boys on my own, and responsibilities at work.

From a “husband” perspective, you could say I’ve got a little of the “lonely” going on…not having my love and soulmate of 19 years right here at hand to share with, laugh and cry with, and love.  I go by and see her usually twice weekly, but on heavy work weeks, only once.  I could just curl up and sort of  ”give up” for awhile sometimes, but that just isn’t an option.  Too many people count on me and she needs me more than ever.  There’s uncharted waters ahead for both of us, and I plan on making her as comfortable as I can for as long as is necessary.

The kids are plodding merrily along in school.  Dan, I think will be very glad to be out and even if it’s just flipping burgers for awhile, happy to just “be and do” rather than being told what “being and doing” is and precisely how he should “be and do” at the school.  He’s so very much like I was at that age.  I pray for him daily that the mistakes of my youth never visit his doorstep.

Andrew is learning the baritone, possibly marching with CV, possibly not.  It’s still hard to tell, and I hope he does what *he* wants to do, and not what everyone else happens to be doing, just because we’re doing it.  I am so glad his identity is flourishing, and he’s doing his own thing.

They’re both *so* smart.  I’m very proud and very fortunate.

Work is rather busy right now.  There’s several projects that have come along and all seem to have converged at once.  Thank goodness we have a holiday moratorium on any production level changes.  At least there’s a temporary breather before the new year gets into swing.

I’ll post some later.  Still trying to target precisely what I plan on putting here over time.

Linux and the "Mainstream"

Posted in Linux, Systems Administration, Tech, UNIX tagged , at 9:18 pm by questy

It’s not terribly often I have a “get real” moment with Linux in general and the community in particular (the latter more often than the former to be sure), but I am at that point again.

My thought exercise deals primarily with desktop computing, not the server-space.  Why, you may ask?

In the server space, you rarely have the OS wars, zealotry, flame-fests, and all-out fanboy-ism.  Server admins do their jobs, install, deploy, commission, decommission, and serve the user space quite happily from their distro of choice, oftentimes with the users blissfully unaware of the underlying technology.  All they know is that their application is up, available, and it just works.

No, my thoughts are on the user space…the desktop.  The wild west.

If you look around, there is a large base of desktop Linux and UNIX users out there.  From RedHat to Ubuntu or straight Debian, to Slack, SuSE, or Gentoo (to name but a few) there is every shape and color of environment to choose from sporting an innumerable selection of implementations of X, Windowing environments, and associated “enabling” technologies.

It often seems that here is where the largest OS wars are waged.  The Desktop Space.  It even appears that more and more the server side is firmly entrenched in business at all levels, yet the advance and hold of the desktop space is tenuous as ever.  Why?

The Apps

There was a time that it was believed it was all about the apps and the platform didn’t really matter.  As long as the user could get their email and browse YouTube, it didn’t really matter *how* they got there, as long as they did and piano-playing cats satiated their need for video novelty.

Problem is, that turned out to be far from the case.

No one can deny that with the appropriate gyrations, anyone can use an installation of Linux.  There’s apps there, web browsers with all the lovely plugins we’re used to and with analogues to just about everything we could need in a 21st century computing world.

Still, Linux makes no advance.

The Community

The Linux community is somewhat of a double-edged sword.  On the one hand, you have the largest user community (and by implication, support community) ever to come together for any technology.  It is lauded as the best operating system because of this community in particular.  All this is true.  You can find as many people as you can computers in this world, all with their own take on Linux and it’s place in the world.  From the anti-”other guy” fanatics to the “it’s just the best” aficionados, there is more than you could ever want in the way of free (not $1.00/minute) support you could ever want.

Still, Linux makes no advance.

The Administrators

In the admin’s world, everything is very easy.  You use kickstart to clone machines to a similar (or identical) base installation upon which to work your techno-sorcery for your employer.  You may use puppet, opsware, or other tools to unify configuration management across the enterprise.  You manage your ticket tracking on open-source products running on Linux systems providing sometimes millions of pageviews to the public.  But sitting on your desk, usually mandated by the selfsame company, is a Windows laptop or desktop issued to you by your overlords to use as your primary desktop.

Still Linux makes no advance.

Jobs

You are looking for work.  From your Linux laptop you surf the sea of recruiting sites looking for that perfect Linux gig.  Suddenly, you find it.  All the pieces are there for you to really help make a difference and make this environment just sing.  The money’s good, and the hours and dress code are outstanding.  Best yet, they have a clue and allow you to have a Linux desktop and you even manage the mail,  and calendaring  servers that all fully support Linux!  You click the link, are redirected to the recruiting website, and are greeted with a “Sorry, but this is an Internet Explorer Only Website.  We are sorry for any inconvenience.”

Internet Explorer Only.  For a Linux only job.  At a Linux shop.  Serving a Linux infrastructure.  Let’s say you manage to wrangle an email address of a recruiter and get through… He asks for a resume.  You provide your normal PDF, TXT, or HTML resume for his convenience only to be told “We require Word 2007 format.  It’s all our system understands, and we cannot get you into our system without it”.

Still Linux makes no advance.

Inertia

All these things happen in myriads of ways to different people in different enterprise situations every day.  Either one piece of the puzzle isn’t there, or some part of the communications chain departs from Linux compatibility, or some other vital piece of the puzzle has gone missing, leaving Linux professionals adrift on a desolate, isolated (albeit huge) island that the rest of the world has no problems visiting, but they don’t want to own land there.

The server space could transform into a world where Linux held 75% of the server space, and I still don’t think you would see any more serious penetration into the end-user world than you do today.  Why?

Integration & Documentation

One thing Microsoft has done correctly is build an end-to-end playground for it’s users.  Sure, some of the swings are broken and if you don’t use that merry-go-round quite right it could kill you, but it *is* a complete playground, and it *is* the prettiest one on the block.  You don’t need to have directions, you just *know* how to use all the toys, and you can get around without any training or supervision.

On the other hand, out there in the Linux playground there isn’t the same set of toys, and some of the slides don’t go all the way down. You have to be careful on those monkey-bars since the rough edges haven’t been sanded and painted like you’d expect and nothing really works like anything you’ve seen and there’s none of those cool little signs along the playground showing you how to navigate around and get from game to game.

This can be frustrating enough to make you want to walk back across the street to the lesser sized, lesser featured, lesser capable playground where everything is neatly painted and clearly marked.  All the slidesgo all the way down, and little to no work is necessary on your part other than to just play and have fun.

What?

Ok, what did my putrid attempt at metaphor say?

Simple.  Given enough time, research, and effort, you can do ANYTHING with Linux you set your mind to do.  From browsers to flash to office suites to just about anything you can think of. (even including running many Windows games and tools through amazing products like Crossover)

But there’s one thing there that we forget (especially in America) regarding that whole experience…  It requires work, forethought, research, inference, a little ingenuity and a lot of  what no Windows or Mac box ever requires of you…  effort.  (stick with me for a moment)

The effort in Windows/Mac-land has been moved.  It’s on the “have problems” end.  The second or third experience set you have with your system.  In Linux-land, it’s all been front-loaded.  You have to climb all those hills and overcome all those obstacles *first* before you get anywhere.

The Way Forward

The only way that Linux will start to proceed and ultimately overcome on the desktop is when the effort bubble moves further away from the initial experience.  The user will have to be able to sit down and do absolutely everything they’ve ever done before with a limited amount of effort just to get going, and while most anyone is willing to learn new things, it’ll take them being mostly trivial learning events (not ever amounting to a learning curve) before users will flock en-masse to Linux desktops.

As much of a Linux fanboy as I am, I’m also sort of realistic.  Until the whole experience from start to finish is at least as smooth as a Windows or Mac world (not the same, but as smooth), lazy users will still tend toward the entropy of “easy to use” most every time.

What Can We Do

This is rather simple, actually.

Get on board with a project or two.  You don’t have to know how to code, just help write documentation.  Learn how the product you’re supporting works *inside and out*.  Hang out on the chat rooms and support boards, and any and all questions you can answer, do so.  Help out with local Linux install-fests, and don’t be afraid to help a local rookie personally.

The easier adoption becomes, the better for obtaining new “lookers”.  But the easier the entire process becomes, the more long-term converts you’ll have.

The Linux Community can indeed grow and the products we use can, with time, become dominant.  But it starts with each of us doing everything we can to make the adoption and retention process as smooth as, or dare I say it smoother than that of the Windows and Mac world.

Until we reach this level of smoothness and excellence, we are destined to ride that third-place wave.

May 6, 2008

Can You believe it?

Posted in Incoherent Ramblings at 3:17 am by questy

Sent my transcripts and associated documentation to GSU last month as per their requirement.  I didn’t think much of it, that I wouldn’t qualify for any type of transfer credit, since it’s been so long since I last took a class or anything…

Turns out they transferred in a mess of classes for a pretty decent grade to restart my college career.

 

Now, just to ask God what His thoughts are on the matter.  Certainly, I’d love to go on to school and finish what I started so many years ago, but I’d like much more to do His will rather than mine.

Stay tuned.  THis kind doesn’t get answered except via a whole lot of prayer and perhaps even a little fasting.

The "D" Question…

Posted in God at 2:47 am by questy

What exactly is God looking for from us today?

Devotion?  Demonstration?  Development?  Discipleship?

Don’t just knee-jerk that question…  Think, ponder, and even pray on it.  What does God desire of me?  Does He need me?  really consider that.  Consider the ramifications of whether God has need of you at this hour on this Earth and in your life.  What is He looking for?  Is it some sort of demonstration of your sonship to Him?  A token of your assent to His Lordship?

Or, how about developing a ministry to one of several needy groups in your area…  widows, orphans, homeless.  Is that what God is looking for?

Demonstrations of power.  That must be it!  Healings, raising of the dead, supernatural demonstrations of power and His Spirit.  Certainly, God must be looking for these evidences of His giftings and power in the world.

Or, maybe discipleship?  Taking young men and women of God and helping to mold them into mature, contributing members of a vibrant, active church.  Teaching them the basics of the faith, how to pray, reading the word, evangelizing…  Since the Bible mentions these things specifically, God must be all about them.

I’d disagree with each of the ideas I’ve posted here.  I think what God is looking for from us is the “Daddy” factor.  A close, intimate, personal exchange between ourselves and Him, a conversation, a true two-way exchange.  Purest love.  For if we have all the above, and don’t know or don’t experience God’s love, haven’t we wasted our time?

The “D” Question…

Posted in God at 2:47 am by questy

What exactly is God looking for from us today?  

Devotion?  Demonstration?  Development?  Discipleship?

Don’t just knee-jerk that question…  Think, ponder, and even pray on it.  What does God desire of me?  Does He need me?  <i>really consider that</i>.  Consider the ramifications of whether God has need of you at this hour on this Earth and in your life.  What is <b>He</b> looking for?  Is it some sort of demonstration of your sonship to Him?  A token of your assent to His Lordship?  

Or, how about developing a ministry to one of several needy groups in your area…  widows, orphans, homeless.  Is that what God is looking for?

Demonstrations of power.  That must be it!  Healings, raising of the dead, supernatural demonstrations of power and His Spirit.  Certainly, God must be looking for these evidences of His giftings and power in the world.

Or, maybe discipleship?  Taking young men and women of God and helping to mold them into mature, contributing members of a vibrant, active church.  Teaching them the basics of the faith, how to pray, reading the word, evangelizing…  Since the Bible mentions these things specifically, God must be all about them.

I’d disagree with each of the ideas I’ve posted here.  I think what God is looking for from us is the “Daddy” factor.  A close, intimate, personal exchange between ourselves and Him, a conversation, a true two-way exchange.  Purest love.  For if we have all the above, and don’t know or don’t experience God’s love, haven’t we wasted our time?

April 18, 2008

RedHat Drops the Desktop

Posted in System Administration at 5:49 am by questy

I read today at Yahoo News that RedHat corporation will be dropping their support of consumer desktop Linux  as we’ve known it for all these many years.  While maintaining support for a corporate desktop, RedHat plans on keeping at what it does best, which is provide a server distribution which holds the majority in corporate implementations.

drag…

Posted in Life at 12:28 am by questy

I’ve been thinking a lot about where life finds me at 41. I’m a Dad, husband, teacher, sysadmin, friend, lover, confidant…

Lots going on there, but a deep-seeded need to be relevant still trickles along. I *so* wanted my degree. I *so* wanted an active lifestyle, exciting and energetic.

Sometimes the mundanity of a “schedule” or a series of life-events can pale in your mind to what you so built life up to be in your head, that you can fall prey to the idea that everything is boring, then you move forward to try and make things happen rather than relaxing in the comfort and familiarity you’ve found.

Some people refer to it as a “drag”. Perhaps that’s just the time to rest.

People are Funny….

Posted in Incoherent Ramblings, System Administration at 12:25 am by questy

Man…  people are funny.  You tell them things many, many times and for some reason, you’re a moron.  They come to you for help, you give them an answer and because it’s either not convenient enough or the answer they wish to hear, you become a moron.

AND THEY CAME TO YOU!  Better yet, They will KEEP coming to you because deep down they know you have the right answer even though they don’t necessarily want to hear it.

I learned a long time ago that System Administration is better than 70% politics.

That brings up a conundrum.

As a sysadmin, my highest priority is my machines.  If they don’t stay up, reliable, and serving, we don’t serve ads, and then we don’t get paid.  As a coworker, the users are my customer.  They deserve the highest priority.  Balancing the needs of the machines (who don’t have feelings, but have very real needs nonetheless) against the needs & desires of the user community can be quite the chore sometimes.

April 16, 2008

System Administration, Part II

Posted in System Administration tagged at 4:25 am by questy

(originally posted 1/5/2005)

So things are better…

I think.

It’s so hard to come off your favorite job ever and do something else.

So I continue…

We had a conversation on [ALE] today (http://www.ale.org) regarding sysadmins and their salaries. Some folks out there are swooning over $20/hr gigs, and I just don’t get it.

The professional demands of the sysadmin range from technologist to politician to therapist.

Sometimes I think yearly medals should be awarded.

Anyhow….

A recruiter contacted me regarding a position in Oregon @ $20/hr. I counted that an insult. I related that fact to the LUG, and found all sorts of ballyhooing about started. Now, don’t call me a prude or high-and-mighty, but I’ve been doing this stuff for 15 years as of this month. Everything from PC’s on DOS 3.3 to watching Windows come out and then NT3… you get the picture. Let’s just say I got wise and got out of the Windows market…It’s doomed anyway.

So, I started to get interesting comments such as:

C’mon $20.. You could live like a king…

Hey, I phone-interviewed with a place in NC that wanted to pay $45K for a do-everything IT manager. I politely informed the gentlemen that I was making over $60K when I was already doing many of the specific things they said they needed done (and that was Government!) and that I know a Windows admin in Norcross who’s making ~48K without a degree.
They wouldn’t budge.

Get used to it.

Seems like I mentioned something along these lines last week during the H1B debate. Artificially driving salaries up based on pure unbridled greed is exactly what leads to periods of unemployment and the flood of immigrant workers. Feel free to take your shots at these companies, but understand that one day they might swing back and send you and half your peers to the unemployment line. Then that 40k will look pretty good. I’m not speculating on any one person’s worth. That obviously varies from person to person. But sometimes a position is only worth so much money to a given employer. You can either accept it, or move on to other things. Bashing the company in question and suggesting a pseudo mutiny witin the industry is not going to change things. If anything, it helps to perpetuate the growing feeling that “computer people” are over paid prima donnas. Next thing you know, you’ll be calling for a damn union.

I think that’s enough. The last quoted suggests “psuedo-mutiny” and all that, and I think that is quite laughable. There’s piles of documentation out there regarding what a UNIX administrator is, what each level of experience is worth, and what the criteria are to measure an admin’s quality. (The Systems Administrator’s Guild maintains most of this information at http://www.sage.org) There’s even a certification track and everything. You’d think someone would use it.

Anyhow, the advocating of paying what someone is worth for (here’s the reference to the previous article) measurable, quantifiable work is a *VERY* old concept. I believe the original quote goes something like:

After all, the worker deserves to have his needs met.

Let’s look into the fact that there is a serious need for good talent. Not just book talent…not just kids with degrees, but folks with a serious dedication to their work for whatever motivation…whether just geekiness, or pride in one’s work, or a personal technical itch to be scratched. I find more people in my line of work that come from three camps:

I just got into this because there was money in it

This is pretty common right now, because we’re in the first generation of geeks that got trained right around the bust, and found themselves in a career in decline….or so they were told.

During the bust, I was working alongside folks that thought they could copy/paste perl scripts into a UNIX box, and voila! they were perl programmers. I also had a UNIX admin I worked with that thought he was God’s gift to systems folk when he could use that there “vi” editor. (pronounced it ‘veye’…some do, I’ve always found it quaint)

These will be disappointed to a degree, but will eventually get the experience and seasoning they need…in another 5 years or so. It all depends on their day of realization that this is going to be real work, and not copy/pasting other people’s work.

Can you believe I’m a sysadmin and I get PAID!!!

The perennial geek. Glad to be here, and glad to be working. Usually overworks themselves because they enjoy it. These folks progress and grow at a much faster rate than just about any other. These will be the ones taking my job considerably faster than it took me to replace the guy before me. They are in the tech for the love of it.

I got into this, and It’s a job
I feel sorry for these sometimes. They don’t really have any serious joy in their gig, and are waiting for retirement. I hope it was worth it.

I just really think it’s important you have to dig what you do. I’m not sure I’ll be able to get there with this one. I’ll try , though. In the meantime, all offers in Atlanta welcome.

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