05.06.08
Can You believe it?
Sent my transcripts and associated documentation to GSU last month as per their requirement. I didn’t think much of it, that I wouldn’t qualify for any type of transfer credit, since it’s been so long since I last took a class or anything…
Turns out they transferred in a mess of classes for a pretty decent grade to restart my college career.
Now, just to ask God what His thoughts are on the matter. Certainly, I’d love to go on to school and finish what I started so many years ago, but I’d like much more to do His will rather than mine.
Stay tuned. THis kind doesn’t get answered except via a whole lot of prayer and perhaps even a little fasting.
The “D” Question…
What exactly is God looking for from us today?
Devotion? Demonstration? Development? Discipleship?
Don’t just knee-jerk that question… Think, ponder, and even pray on it. What does God desire of me? Does He need me? <i>really consider that</i>. Consider the ramifications of whether God has need of you at this hour on this Earth and in your life. What is <b>He</b> looking for? Is it some sort of demonstration of your sonship to Him? A token of your assent to His Lordship?
Or, how about developing a ministry to one of several needy groups in your area… widows, orphans, homeless. Is that what God is looking for?
Demonstrations of power. That must be it! Healings, raising of the dead, supernatural demonstrations of power and His Spirit. Certainly, God must be looking for these evidences of His giftings and power in the world.
Or, maybe discipleship? Taking young men and women of God and helping to mold them into mature, contributing members of a vibrant, active church. Teaching them the basics of the faith, how to pray, reading the word, evangelizing… Since the Bible mentions these things specifically, God must be all about them.
I’d disagree with each of the ideas I’ve posted here. I think what God is looking for from us is the “Daddy” factor. A close, intimate, personal exchange between ourselves and Him, a conversation, a true two-way exchange. Purest love. For if we have all the above, and don’t know or don’t experience God’s love, haven’t we wasted our time?
04.18.08
RedHat Drops the Desktop
I read today at Yahoo News that RedHat corporation will be dropping their support of consumer desktop Linux as we’ve known it for all these many years. While maintaining support for a corporate desktop, RedHat plans on keeping at what it does best, which is provide a server distribution which holds the majority in corporate implementations.
drag…
I’ve been thinking a lot about where life finds me at 41. I’m a Dad, husband, teacher, sysadmin, friend, lover, confidant…
Lots going on there, but a deep-seeded need to be relevant still trickles along. I *so* wanted my degree. I *so* wanted an active lifestyle, exciting and energetic.
Sometimes the mundanity of a “schedule” or a series of life-events can pale in your mind to what you so built life up to be in your head, that you can fall prey to the idea that everything is boring, then you move forward to try and make things happen rather than relaxing in the comfort and familiarity you’ve found.
Some people refer to it as a “drag”. Perhaps that’s just the time to rest.
People are Funny….
Man… people are funny. You tell them things many, many times and for some reason, you’re a moron. They come to you for help, you give them an answer and because it’s either not convenient enough or the answer they wish to hear, you become a moron.
AND THEY CAME TO YOU! Better yet, They will KEEP coming to you because deep down they know you have the right answer even though they don’t necessarily want to hear it.
I learned a long time ago that System Administration is better than 70% politics.
That brings up a conundrum.
As a sysadmin, my highest priority is my machines. If they don’t stay up, reliable, and serving, we don’t serve ads, and then we don’t get paid. As a coworker, the users are my customer. They deserve the highest priority. Balancing the needs of the machines (who don’t have feelings, but have very real needs nonetheless) against the needs & desires of the user community can be quite the chore sometimes.
04.16.08
System Administration, Part II
(originally posted 1/5/2005)
So things are better…
I think.
It’s so hard to come off your favorite job ever and do something else.
So I continue…
We had a conversation on [ALE] today (http://www.ale.org) regarding sysadmins and their salaries. Some folks out there are swooning over $20/hr gigs, and I just don’t get it.
The professional demands of the sysadmin range from technologist to politician to therapist.
Sometimes I think yearly medals should be awarded.
Anyhow….
A recruiter contacted me regarding a position in Oregon @ $20/hr. I counted that an insult. I related that fact to the LUG, and found all sorts of ballyhooing about started. Now, don’t call me a prude or high-and-mighty, but I’ve been doing this stuff for 15 years as of this month. Everything from PC’s on DOS 3.3 to watching Windows come out and then NT3… you get the picture. Let’s just say I got wise and got out of the Windows market…It’s doomed anyway.
So, I started to get interesting comments such as:
C’mon $20.. You could live like a king…
Hey, I phone-interviewed with a place in NC that wanted to pay $45K for a do-everything IT manager. I politely informed the gentlemen that I was making over $60K when I was already doing many of the specific things they said they needed done (and that was Government!) and that I know a Windows admin in Norcross who’s making ~48K without a degree.
They wouldn’t budge.Get used to it.
Seems like I mentioned something along these lines last week during the H1B debate. Artificially driving salaries up based on pure unbridled greed is exactly what leads to periods of unemployment and the flood of immigrant workers. Feel free to take your shots at these companies, but understand that one day they might swing back and send you and half your peers to the unemployment line. Then that 40k will look pretty good. I’m not speculating on any one person’s worth. That obviously varies from person to person. But sometimes a position is only worth so much money to a given employer. You can either accept it, or move on to other things. Bashing the company in question and suggesting a pseudo mutiny witin the industry is not going to change things. If anything, it helps to perpetuate the growing feeling that “computer people” are over paid prima donnas. Next thing you know, you’ll be calling for a damn union.
I think that’s enough. The last quoted suggests “psuedo-mutiny” and all that, and I think that is quite laughable. There’s piles of documentation out there regarding what a UNIX administrator is, what each level of experience is worth, and what the criteria are to measure an admin’s quality. (The Systems Administrator’s Guild maintains most of this information at http://www.sage.org) There’s even a certification track and everything. You’d think someone would use it.
Anyhow, the advocating of paying what someone is worth for (here’s the reference to the previous article) measurable, quantifiable work is a *VERY* old concept. I believe the original quote goes something like:
After all, the worker deserves to have his needs met.
Let’s look into the fact that there is a serious need for good talent. Not just book talent…not just kids with degrees, but folks with a serious dedication to their work for whatever motivation…whether just geekiness, or pride in one’s work, or a personal technical itch to be scratched. I find more people in my line of work that come from three camps:
I just got into this because there was money in it
This is pretty common right now, because we’re in the first generation of geeks that got trained right around the bust, and found themselves in a career in decline….or so they were told.
During the bust, I was working alongside folks that thought they could copy/paste perl scripts into a UNIX box, and voila! they were perl programmers. I also had a UNIX admin I worked with that thought he was God’s gift to systems folk when he could use that there “vi” editor. (pronounced it ‘veye’…some do, I’ve always found it quaint)
These will be disappointed to a degree, but will eventually get the experience and seasoning they need…in another 5 years or so. It all depends on their day of realization that this is going to be real work, and not copy/pasting other people’s work.
Can you believe I’m a sysadmin and I get PAID!!!
The perennial geek. Glad to be here, and glad to be working. Usually overworks themselves because they enjoy it. These folks progress and grow at a much faster rate than just about any other. These will be the ones taking my job considerably faster than it took me to replace the guy before me. They are in the tech for the love of it.
I got into this, and It’s a job
I feel sorry for these sometimes. They don’t really have any serious joy in their gig, and are waiting for retirement. I hope it was worth it.
I just really think it’s important you have to dig what you do. I’m not sure I’ll be able to get there with this one. I’ll try , though. In the meantime, all offers in Atlanta welcome.
System Administration, Part I
(originally posted 1/1/2005)
Ever get a new gig?
Get a new gig when you were really in need? (i.e. laid off) Only to find out the organization was hopelessly broken in more ways than you can count?
Welcome to my daily life right now. I can’t guarantee I won’t be somewere else in a few months (or weeks)
The company I work for right now (just started on 12/27) is a huge company. (read, Fortune 20) The workflow is somewhat broken. I don’t have a permanent desk, phone, or computer. The management seems smitten with me, but I haven’t done anything yet to deserve the sentiment. In fact, I can’t see where my personal work ethic is going to fit in here at all. Lemme explain.
I *love* to work. Actually, I like to work *hard*. I’m not happy unless I’m busting my ass, in fact. [1]
Herein lies the rub.
Statement that needs supporting arguments #1:Corporate America doesn’t lend itself well to highly-motivated individuals in the technical field.
Now, find me a marketing or high-power sales guy, and they are always moving, always pushing. They’re reading all the sucess and sales tomes from the local Border’s, and doing something new nearly daily to get better and eek out one more sale or another busniess relationship. They’re usually on some commission basis, so the more they push and shove, the more money they make. It requires a continual personal reinvention.
Warning: Strong personal opinion aheadf this reinvention, however, is not one of substance, yet of appearance.
Let me elaborate.
It’s been said that perception is 99% of the truth. In that vein, many marketing and management types are driven to present the appropriate visage to their customer base. In fact, you’ll find “7 habits”, “Fish”, and “How to Win Friends…” on many managers desks. Alongside these perennial tomes (did I really use “tome* twice today?) of corporate enlightenment, you’ll see reports about nothing, statistics that inaccurately reference false figures deemed important, and employee records filled with inaccuracies and untruths.
(Wow. Is that cynical or what? The ideas are coming so terribly fast that I can’t keep up. Bear with the schizo post for a minute, will ya?)
For instance, In a recent contract I went to a site that did printing. Large-scale printing. The site seemed very well laid out. Apples on the desktops, big computer room. Heavy internet presence, and a freakin’ sweet Xserve implementation. (don’t kill me, John. I know it isn’t your fault, but your predecessor’s)
This computer room is in the most horrid shape one could imagine. The network area has been cleaned up a bit, but could still use about 192 hours of straight attention, re-racking, mapping, etc. And that’s just the physical side. One can only imagine the networking disarray. (If their admin is as good as he seems, the networking part is in much better shape, to be sure). (this doesn’t even begin to touch the computers…)
This machine room has a window into it, and a very nicely racked series of Dell servers and disk arrays are properly lined up right in front of the window. It really looks beautiful, but it obscures the evil disarray immediately behind it. Such is the corporate world.
My meaning here, to synthesze the opinion + anecdote, is not that you actually learnthe precepts presented in these books and such, but to have enough familiarity to convnce your customer that you have it all together. (or your boss, or your friends, or your parents, etc.)
I firmly believe that there is enough of a disconnect that the country spends all its time doing its best to try and fool their target into not hassling them instead of actually putting in the man-hours and completing the job in the first place. Similarly, the managment of this country has found a way to think damned near everything is more important than actual productivity. (weekly three-hour productivity meeting to discuss why you’re not productive, anyone?)
Technical folks find themselves dragged into this world of deceit in varying degrees. The disconnect between actual, technical, measurable work and having to give the semblance of actual, tecnical, measurable work is humorous at best. In fact, I’ve found in my personal experience that management has been so sold their new set of ideals that when you enumerate your workload, their incredulity is almost comical…their numbers don’t reflect that you’re busy during that time.
I think that the key to the futre of corporate America (and the technical world in particular) will be to eliminate the ridiculous amounts of middle management, while increasing actual technical bodies. Next, those people need to be assured 80 hours of direct classroom training yearly. (there’s more of them now, remember? they can handle one guy being out for a week at a time) Finally, machine-produced statistics and reports should be acceptable to those managers that reman and they need tohave the skill to read them, or they don’t need to be tecnical managers.
Statement that needs supporting arguments #2: The high number of bad techies in high-paying jobs is a crime
If the people I’ve come into contact with thus far are any indication, I have a bit of reason to be *VERY* upset.
I’ve spent a lot of years trying to learn to be better at what I do. I have spent *THOUSANDS* of my own money to have the latest books and documentation on topics that I have had to work on. I may never work on them again, but I keep the documents around just to have that resource for my company. I spend time going to Linux shows and join professional organizations just to be better. Just to be worthy of the title “Senior” in Sr. UNIX Systems Administrator.
Since I’ve been here, I’ve met people who couldn’t work their way out of a system down if their lives depended on it. In fact, in a company of thousands, I’ve met one guy that has demonstrated and level of qantifiable skill. He is a greatUNIX admin. Consequently, all the work in the organization gets filtered (somehow, magically) to his work queue.
Now, in seeming opposition to my former statement, should I work somewhere where I will get quite a bit of transferred work from people who don’t want (or are unable to)to do the work themselves?
I think not
…more to come…
04.07.08
Continuum
As is often the case when I start digging around in scripture, I start to come full circle; To rehash everything over and over again in my mind, digging further into what God is revealing to me.
As such, I start to see things in many different ways, experience God’s mercy and grace in new ways; New ways which usually challenge my faith, thoughts, beliefs, and even goals. I think I’ve pretty succinctly developed a case for the possibility that God is in waiting.
Think about it… In the years I’ve been alive, God has been openly and aggressively up to something. In the late 60’s, it was the Jesus Movement. Early 70’s the Catholics got into the mix, and there was great Charismatic renewal throughout the Catholic Church. Late 70’s a huge healing movement. Early 80’s, heavy emphasis on the Word. Late 80’s Integrity and Maranatha bring a fresh wind of Worship music to the world, and then in the early 90’s, The Vineyard ups the ante and changes things like never before. Worship Together, Passion, Hillsongs, etc. etc. All aggressive, disruptive moves of God, changing and molding His church.
Strangely, the momentum and direction of this type has hit a brick wall. Since about 2002, there hasn’t been a new direction in Worship. There hasn’t been a unifying message throughout all churches and across all boundaries in any particular direction at all. It’s as though God Himself has taken a moment to reflect, to contemplate how next He will choose to interact with His children.
Can you feel it? There is a tight anticipation, waiting in tension for His next move… The very Earth around us is as though she is groaning in travail for her next birthing. Can you sense the pregnancy of the moment?
There are many in the prophetic community that are espousing the “this is it” mentality that the final play in this huge game of chess is at hand…that God is shifting in His seat, contemplating his moves to Checkmate at this very moment. Pastors are preaching all over America that this is a time of building, of discipleship; Testing of faith while the voice of the Lord is silent.I disagree. Why?
Because “church people” are idiots. We all are. Like sheep. Jesus didn’t use the term lightly or with some idealistic view of His relationship to us as one of a shepherd to His sheep, but really of our need for a savior. One who would lead and guide us to fresh water and green pasture primarily because left to our own devices, we would be too stupid to find it and care for ourselves.
“idiots”.
Ok, a bit caustic, yes? But let’s see where I’m really standing here, and see what I really mean, and you’ll see this isn’t a swipe at dear brothers and sisters in Jesus that serve Him faithfuly; that serve Him with all they have and all they are, sacrificing even to their own hurt for the furtherance of the gospel and the glory of Christ.
I’m talking about “them”. The unbelievable group of people who think they are fine. Not only fine but in charge. These are the folks that are there every time the door opens, probably even serving in Sunday School or some other position of ministry. They speak the words, dress the part, play the game.
For my charismatic brothers and sisters, they speak in tongues and prophesy. for my evangelical conservative brothers and sisters, they have major portions of the Bible memorized or continually bring new converts into the church and begin to disciple them into “pillar” positions in the church.
Treading with Care
But something is awry… You may not notice it right away, and it may manifest itself in one of many ways. Most often, it is either debt or extreme financial hardship. Always without money, without resources, borrowing… You see where I’m going here. We all know them. We all worship right beside them.
Or, the “loud ones” as I like to call them. They sing the loudest, bring the tambourines, want to (or do) perform the “special music”. You’ll notice a “halo of space” around them devoid of others except their closest friends. They lament that they don’t know more people in the church, or that they sit alone. They want to be involved with more people, but can’t imagine why they’re finding it so hard to get close to their church family.
Sure, I could come on this blog and start to rave about the hypocrisy and give my points about why the church is full of them and why we should never undertake to “perform” church in the same way again… but something prevents me.
You see, Jesus still cares and goes into those places to be with those who are really seeking. How could I, simple servant, undertake to call into question God’s plan? Make no mistake, regardless of our incredible attempts to derail His plan, His will will be done, regardless of our best efforts.
Today’s Church, and it’s Direction
As has become rather clear over the time I’ve been writing here, I think that we’re all in a holding pattern of sorts. Things just aren’t “moving”. Suddenly, it all just came to a screeching halt. Everyone started singing the same songs, following the same form. Same mid-week rehearsals, same services with the same music. What happened so quickly? Sure, there are a few “movements” trying to find their footing, but unlike the ones I listed before (those I’ve experienced in my lifetime is the context there), there isn’t (in this country, at least) a firm, solid move in any particular direction. There isn’t a solid emphasis one way or the other. In various times in history, it has been clear…transcendent across faiths. Anywhere you cared to look, God Himself was moving and doing the same things across the world regardless of faith, and regardless of denomination. There just doesn’t seem to be a firm move, a renewal of direction and purpose of any kind coming into the church. Why is that? What is our place here?
My Prayer
God, we are simple people. In our humanity, we try to contemplate You, Your pursuits, and Your plans. However, we are not even the smallest bit able to comprehend You, Your greatness, or Your purposes. God, give us the insight to know Your plans, to hear Your voice, and to perform Your will at Your pleasure.
10.04.07
I’m Loving It
Ok, so once again I’m theiving someone else’s marketing campaign. So sue me.
Why do I choose the McSlogan for today’s thoughts? Perhaps because I’m thinking about our poor wayfaring McChurch.
I had the opportunity to visit a friend at his church this past weekend. I came, worshipped, listened, and left. I appreciated what the pastor had to share and even the time of worship. I tried to get into what was going on, and looked for a hint.. yes a glimmer of God moving, craving to encounter with Him and perhaps be different than when I arrived.
No such luck.
Fast forward to this evening.
On my drive home, I pass through a few neighborhoods and “back ways” to get to my house. It’s a ritual I follow every day, as my commute is nearly an hour and a half on a good day. I looked around as I passed through these neighborhoods and wondered what would change their world. What events could rock them to their foundations, and bring them face to face with a living God.
While I do meet God from time to time in the house of worship (for He most certainly still visits), it seems that major, life-changing events are fewer and farther between than ever before.
When can we go from playing church to major, life-changing, world shaking events? What does it take to eschew the status quo, and let God rock your world?
10.02.07
This “Business” of Church
Yeah, yeah… I’m about to lead you to something that will certainly put me at odds with the brick-and-mortar idea of church.
There’s some things that happen when you start to consider planting a church. You immediately begin to think what comes after your living room can’t hold everyone any more. Your thoughts begin to wander to where is the best area off town to meet, and how to get a site big enough to hold your little group. So, let’s say you get the idea you want to borrow some school gym or other such location. Easy enough, you’ve contacts through teachers that attend your group.
All goes well in meeting with the principal, he just needs a couple of things to help absolve the school of blame in the event of an accident. An insurance rider should do nicely. “Well, we don’t have an insurance policy, as we are not a 501(c)3 charitable organization…we are a church.
Hold on, you might say… Your church isn’t a registered tax-exempt organization? Why not?
Bad News
Well, here’s the bad news. If you incorporate (i.e. become a business), you fall under the same regulations as any other non-profit charity in the world. From the church of Satan itself all the way to various organizations such as NAMBLA (North American Man-Boy Love Association…Yes, pedophiles), abortion rights activists, etc. You are now yoked via the tying bind of the 501(c)3 portion of the tax code.
One of the most popular set of regulations you have to follow is the anti-discriminatory clauses that government agencies are required by law to adhere to:
Civil Rights Act of 1964
Title VII prohibits not only intentional discrimination, but also practices that have the effect of discriminating against individuals because of their race, color, national origin, religion, or sex.
This is the primary series of tenets that all federal agencies and employers are required to abide by, or face discrimination lawsuits.
Unfortunately, many federal agencies are beginning to add “sexual orientation” to this list. They are beginning to hold that you cannot “discriminate” against the various groups fuzzing the lines around the definition of “discriminate”. For instance, if you wish to have a sermon one Sunday on Romans 1 and take a stance that God finds homosexuality to be a sin, the federal government may or may not decide that you have discriminated against persons of other sexual orientations than what you yourself practice.
Moreso, if you wish to meet in a federally regulated location such as a school, you are bound by the above laws as well.
Now what do we do?
Well, you’re an agency of the state; A federally regulated and sanctioned non-profit organization and must abide by these guidelines. However, you are a citizen of Heaven and a child of God. You are bound by your Heavenly citizenship to follow God’s laws above all others.
Something is going to have to give.
Here are your options:
Not preach the gospel as God reveals it to you. (hopefully not an option)
Not meet at the school or federal location.
Not obtain a 501(c)3 designation or obtain insurance.
It would seem to me that you’ve got decisions to make. You have to decide where to go with your meetings and how to grow. Tradition puts you in a building with federal rules and regulations, but I believe things are beginning to take a new turn.
Church Growth
In the past, we’ve taken growth of a church plant to mean that God was wanting to have a church built and a ministry begun like the many dozens and dozens of churches that you can see on any city street in America. We’ve taken it to mean the development of church programs, the purchase of a church van and property, incorporation, employees…. a business if you will.
Much in the same way we are seeing a tendency toward “viral marketing” and grassroots distribution methods in media, I think our current culture is demanding a “new way” of doing church.
For the next few installments, I’m going to start to peer into where I believe the new directions of God into church growth and the spread of the gospel are going. Feel free to agree, disagree, or whatever. I’d love to hear your opinions below.